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Im Vonieee i can handle my life myself FYI i sometimes can be very rude well but im still a very civilised person.
My blog is somewhere for me express what i want to no particular miscroscoped.
Anyway , you wont get to know me till the day i want to know you. I think Hiphop have become part of my life .
Some about dance ,"Great dancers are not great just beacause of their technique; they are great because of their passion." Quoted from Daniel .
Teddybear

Daphne
Qeelia
Keola
Joanna Yeeteng Minming Bryan Esther Lester Elise Gina;Twinkle Marrcus Jacqueline JasmineOng Gina Saikit Shannon Peizhen Cassie Lydia Huayu jason Amos Chocolate Vanessa name name

Yours Truely,
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

im veryveryvery tired laaaa , so tired of life .

I cant remember what happen past few days , i only can remember yesterday go job hunt , today to dhoby ghaut today , i hate that giddy feeling it sucks to the core .
anyw im so lazy to post . byebye

i really dont know what to do now , tho olvl ended alrdy .

im sucha loser i lost the thing i made for you .

loser = me

me = loser

im in the process of giving up .

should i ?

what a loser , i back out last time .

i hate this feeling ! damn .

o20:57

Friday, November 6, 2009

Im so tired of drama .

o22:53

Saturday, October 31, 2009

omg im so in love with justin bieber and lucus till . they so fucking hot laaaa .But whr can compare with my K ? LOL .

anw, how i wish i can meet up crystal and katrain soon ;(

Well well well , i get my results already .
Luckily all pass , if not must say byebye to freedom.

DAMN IM SO BORED ! I WANT SOME JOKER TO MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD !.

IM QUITE EMOTIONAL TOO ;(

Justin and Lucus .

but Kenny most handsomeandcute in my heart

Labels: hehez gl for O

o22:00

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Smooth

My teeth is aching ;( cant eat properly .

Keep on listening to the same song . Not bored of it .

Not in the right mood now , very emooooooooooooooooo . ;(

girls who cry over guy = loser ?

girls who drool over guy = cheap ?

So im a loser right naozxz .

Always finding ways and idea to talk to you ,

but in the end i choose not to disturb you .

Why i always think so much and make myself so stress to think

how to talk to you ? loser me !

Theres many undone things to do .

Labels: what kind of feeling

o20:51

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Hmm , i got no pics anymore.

Exams finally over , phewwwwwwwwwwwwww .

Few late evening study session during exam period . but i know i gonna fail at least 2 sub .

Forget it , its over .

Well , im not in a good mood today .

Baby cousin asked me a very good question today , he asked " what kind of person are you ?"

now i know whats my ans : " for example , if i lend from you a pair of shorts and you didnt want to lend it to me but you still lend it to me and you throw it right at my face , i'll just pick up the shorts in a very humble way and when i got chance i will throw it more harder at your face "

Maybe you dont understand , but i understand can alrdy .

Haha , once agn someone betrayed me .

Now human being prove me that i can trust nobody .

Fuck it for today . a very bad day .

Omg , 2nd version of yvonne chua aka vonieee on town

what a nice reflection of myself .

but i dont like it , i prefer being the one and only .

Doing art = whole mind thinking of you

Labels: i want to be the one and only thanks

o20:05

Thursday, October 1, 2009

No ..

I able to control my anger now a days ;>

Well , i not yet ready for the upcoming exams .

Sooooo , i gonna start revising right .

but i cant concentrate ;(

T-M-B alrdy but i think i will try harder naozx .

I got tummy alrdy ! fucking sad .

But , im going to start my diet alrdy .

I want to go for swimming so much !
But nobody can go swim with me ;(

anyw , qee today say he look fat ! lolz .

but he still look the cutest to me :)
<3

<3<3

<3<3<3

hehehezxz , gtg byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

i lovz teddybear

Labels: am i going to get you

o19:45

Monday, September 28, 2009

Hehez , long islang ;>

Why long island so tempting ;( brought half a dozen home few days ago .

went to take blood test today , its freaking disgusting and a lil bit painful .

when they poke the needle in the first time , i try to keep myself relax , but after very long time of trying to get my blood out , they say i have no blood at the vein , so fuck it , they poke in the needle agn ! so the needle poke me twice laaa . ;(

i very long never write in my confession booklet alrdy , so im gonna do it naoz ;>
ciaoz .

im still gonna wait .

forever boy .

Labels: am i acting that im fine or im really fine

o19:16

Friday, September 25, 2009

Mental disorder ?

Im seriously not okay today .

i take up my courage to text you , but you didnt bother to reply me .

I destroy my health , i destroy Me .

Im wanna control but i seriously cant .

Art is the thing that i always put my feelings inside ,

few times my tears almost drip down , but i hold on ..

i dont want my friends to know , i dont want them to think im so stupid or whatever .

Sorry , i lie thru out today .

Sorry .

Daphne , you're the only dearest i trust , the things i told you to do if im gone

do it for me love you , and sorry today i made you worried ;(

iloveyou .

a bad alcoholic , a emo girl that slit her hand .

im so fucking not okay today . i hate this feeling ! kill me !

Labels: sorry i really love you too much

o20:39

Sunday, September 20, 2009

I love kenny .

Look what i've done ;(

i lost all my own fashion sense in me very sad .

This morning i ate something wrong , and i never laosai just that my tummy not feeling

very well ;(

Today is boring day , staying at home all day long .

Not sure about tomorrow , im afraid im lazy to go out again .

Im so gonna eat alot of vege now , my health is getting worst each day and now i scared i may die very soon .

And my gastric problem is getting worst , i wont feel hungry at all now adays ,

but i still have to eat if not i no energy , so i eat .. and then my gastric got so fuckup and it hurts like millions of acid burning inside .

I really hope i get to dance again , i dont want to wait for exam to over ;(

More the ever , i dont want to haave exam , i scared that i will do it badly ,

and let down my enemies and parents ;(

I lost confident and courage , who can gain my confident and courage back ?

Please , im so afraid that you will come back to me . i really dont want to have that terrible feeling again . Maybe im thinking too much again , but i really hope you can leave me alone .
Brother and sister-ship thats all , dont let me feel that you want me back please .

I have decided of loving kenny all the way already , i dont want to break promises i made to myself . You're the first guy i told forever about . But for now , i have made my mind ,

i really wanna spent my forever with kenny yong , and i really wish i can . Although kenny is the second i told forever about , but i always dream about having forever with him .

Looking at his face i know i never choose the wrong guy that i can spent forever with .

Im really sorry for him when becos of my selfishness i ditch him , and hurt him so badly .

Kenny , i really hope i got the chance to mend back the hole i made in the past .

Please , i really love kenny .

You dont come near to me im afraid i really fall for you again i dont want this to happen.

I have tried my best to let go of you and i did it , dont let me suffer in pain again .

Labels: Unhappy / happy .

o20:13

Saturday, September 12, 2009

How to survive ?

hie peeps , im doing fine . but fuck those cramps ;<

Wed i went town with jacqueline ,

to me she's a very strong girl . how i wish i can be like her .

She gone thru alot and yet she still can be so strong .

I dont know how much she tears before , but me no matter how many times i tears

i can never be as positive as her .

she can be alone for so long , but i cant .

Sigh , i think i gonna learn alot from her .

anyw , vivo with owj stupid eat so much wont grow fat -.-

Town tmr with daphne and owj .

i got lots to say but im kinda busy now , coz total i got 6 conversation .

so i gotta handle that first then blog agn next time .

This is bibi aka miumiu .

Shes adorable and girly . i miss her but i still love my gerger ;>

o22:09

Friday, September 11, 2009

bibi found her lost owner !
And bibi real name is miumiu !
AND she stay at the same block as me !
I gonna mizz her cute lil face .
Blog again when i can post bibi aka miumiu pictures !

o21:46

Saturday, August 29, 2009

i cant upload picturesssssssssssssssssss , so this will totally be a wordy post .Im currently very down ./
i know i love daddy alot , why cant i just show out ?
i ironed the formal shirt for him just now , and he havent plan what to wear so i just iron ALL.
my hand is so painful and tiring , but i didnt stop ironing ..
As you people may think im from those happy / loving family .
but im seriously not , my dad give me allowance , thats all he do for me .
I really want some love from daddy
but in the first place i dont know how to show him i really care for him
Sometimes i look at those lil girl with his parents out tgt i really hope i can have it .
I hide inside my blanket and think .. why my father care more for my bro and not me .
But whatever it is , i love you daddy chua .
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i love K too .
thinking so much to do but it was just " think "
i need action , thats what i told myself .

Labels: K.en.ny

o21:51

Friday, August 28, 2009

preying your love .

Hiehiehiehie , im soooooo unlucky ! i got food poisoning yesterday .

My tummy pain like !@#$% .

I have fun in school , i copy whatever kangwei do during chi lesson , its so damn funny !

Well , thought i could meet up Owj today but long story .. so i didnt meet him up .

Im kept dreaming in class and think of what will happen if me and K3669 patch up .

Wahaha , i dream alot !

But i think i dont have much hope , well . i still hope that the dream become reality .

Fucking bitch , you're so lousy in your english please dont act you're one big pro in that .

Mine is not good too . but i guess i am better than you .

Greedy and got smelly mouth . Ewww sucks .

awitingggggggggggggggggggggggg ~

o20:39

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Lols

Finally im updating . And finally blogger is working .

Well , i've been good. (?)

Headed to pasir ris on friday . Suppose to meet up Amos but ended going over to Ahdi Chalet.

Look at his face damn priceless ! But another picture of me , my face also super priceless.

Lol. Have fun , lil bit shy in the first place . But his friend is friendly ;>

Went off with chocolate and back to gombak to meet fuad for supper

MAC ! ! !

So fattening yo .

I have a crush now now now ;<

But crusher is ignoring me , so what should i do ?

Well , i dont really care . Because i dont really care lol

School is fine too but very boring .

And lil girl stop rolling your eyes at me guess you know who you are ;>

MIND YOUR EYES YO !

Will update soon .

I guess im too annoying for you ;<

Sorry .

But i really have a crush on you .

o21:01

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Bye everyone , i guess this time i really will mia for a long time .
takecare reader , i will still reply tags .

You don't have to call anymore i won't pick up the phone this is the last straw don't wanna hurt anymore. Looking so innocent I might believe you if I didn't know could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold. You had me falling for you honey and it never would've gone away, no . You used to shine so bright , But I watched all of it fade away .

what a rainy ending given to a perfect day just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say .And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through I've never been anywhere cold as you.

o20:58

Die in sleep , married in dreams & forever remain .

Life isnt perfect for all , but i guess today is the crazyae day .

Awesome here and there ;>

Not much happening this few days .

Lost of words to say , but i know i love you alot .

Yet ..

Labels: Unwritten words

o18:55

Sunday, July 19, 2009

M
I
A
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never forget that you're the first guy who treated me like this .

o21:21

Saturday, July 18, 2009

aint alighting.
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Hie , blogger and reader ;>

Boliang follow me to doc ;>

Well , i went sheesha with keola and lots of ppl , but i dont cant remember their namez .

well , i can remember that i went to my fav place to get a refreshment with this Malay-chinese guy name Fuad . anyw , that pile of water that the loser need to drink is damn disgusting la Eww

Reached timah around 12.15 ?

From timah cabbed to gombak to find boliang agn .

Today , went to swim with daphne.c

reach home around 6 ,

Change-d and head off to regent with mom theres lil party there .

Well , i love the prawns , im allergic to prawns but hehe the prawns is so tempting .Went home around 9 plus .

gtg now , peekchaz below :

Guess , im not over it .

Labels: Give me a reason

o22:22

Thursday, July 16, 2009

I hate crying every nightz .

Hie , im difinetly not in the mood today .

Dont you think you deserve ppl to shout at you ?-.-

Well , get caught twice today ! -.-

Anyw, i dont really care much .

Today just now my day . So emo in the morning laaaa .

Reading it repeatingly and then i really cant take it and fall aslp during science test .

I get a big EGG for maths test -.-

i really cant understand why i falling tears for you ,

over some stupid stuff , maybe i care too much ?

yes all my fault i created all this , but all becoz of me ?

you are the one who make me smile but you are also the one who make me emo like fuck .

told you , dota love you and for sure you love dota more .

i lost the sense of control alrdy .

i told you , i wont bother anything you do anymore ,

i sad/angry also cant stop you from doing things you want . what else can i do ?

I only can respect what you want to do and say .

Thats all , so what for i bother right ? its like not my problem coz you dont care .

Another miserable night , swollen eyez . fuck it .

Labels: Miserable night wet pillows

o21:24

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I dont want to fall in love .

Hie , im blogging .

But i think it gonna be short .

School is always the same but i got kw secret .

He bring underwear to school ! LOL

Jokinggggggggggggggggggggg ,

im having bracesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss is damn uncomfortable :<

Byebyebye .

I dont want to fall in love again ! Arghz but i think i did .

o20:13

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Lolz , im a poser ?

Im blogging agn , coz i have the mood and i have pics to upload .

Anyw , my desktop internet is faulty .

So i'll be using lappy more often ? then i will blog more often ?

Hahaz , Havent been dancing so much once i get outta of hiphopcrew D.S .

I promise Cry & Kat i will get back once i end the course at Gombak studio .

Did i mention i gng to put on braces soon ?

I gonna be ugly betty 2 .

Now the rubber thingy in my mouth is can chew , when i chew it hurts alot .

Im cutting my fringh later on :>

haha nothing to type alrdy ,

ciaozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .

Come back to me .

Small dick you look uglier than before .

Labels: SC

o15:48

Friday, July 10, 2009

Alone

Im blogggggggzxing like so-the-finally right .

Well , my life aint gng smoothly but im trying to control my feelings .

School's fun . Lov it when Qee is so hyper .

Told her about the incident that happen during kickboxing class , damn funny but xx .

Qeee so funneh till i cannot stand her la !

She told me that her undergarment things lol !

she even ask me to buy the cotton body undergarments for her . And that cost around 30 .

Pasar malam undergarments can ? you want half a dozen i also can afford .

Anyw , not paying attention in class now a days .

Michael just praise me this aftnoon say that my attitude in school change alot !
Lolz ! He told everyone he scream at me in the p.e room before blahblahblah .

Who cares , he's scared of my parents thats why he aint finding trouble for me anymore in school .
Went to find BOLIANG yesterday .

He FORCE me to knock my head on the bed thingy .

-'- you dumbbell .

Anyw , i kinda miss yanrong :<

Wonder when i can see him agn .

Ohyeah , i cant stand to see someone face everyday that feeling suckz .

Anyw , i gave him a nick :>

Small dick teehee , small dick ohhhh small dick ohh ohhh small dick .

Lolz , guess boliang know who isitz ;>

Hmmm , thats all for now .

I cant remember what happen 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 days before today :<

So i wont post much .

baby boy , i love you .

A great human being , a one of a kind gentleman ; Michael Jackson .

o18:45

Monday, June 29, 2009

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKBLxh3u0tM Watch this peeps .
Its so cute and cool ( this what i think )

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Anyw , i gng private my blog or change it to somewhr you ppl cant find me .
:>

o20:43

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Hey you cheap pussy .

Yaw im back im bloggingggggg :>

Wellwellwell , i know you guys mizz me *wink*

Im just sooooo lazy to blog nowadays ,

School reopening soon . Somehow i wish im back to school .

But i have to face Dogs and Cheap pussy again .

Fewdays back im very stress .

Nearly do something i will regret 4life .

Ahhhhh , aft this holiday i will have those " im grounded but not that grounded but still grounded" thingy agn . Seriously that sucks to the core .

Anyway , i dont remember what happen few days back but i only can remember what happen yesterday :>

Well , i rush out yesterday i dont even have time to bathe but i did bathe la before i went out .

Suppose to meet up with Yanrong but ended up slacking @ jurong west with sbtn .

yadayada quite emooo ahhh .

Wanted to look for Ahdi @ tamp but im lil lazyyyyyyyyyy *argh *

but nevermind i will meet him agn next time round .

Off to csc sit there awhile and went off to somebloodypig house .

Hang there till around 11.30 and went home aftwards .

so i reached home around 12 bathe and went to lalaland .

sbtn imizzyou

Labels: sbtn

o21:23

Saturday, June 20, 2009

OMG , im having a big change .

How i wish August quickily arrive !

I miss spending times with those cuties in Timah .

I miss crystal , katrain , k-tyn , lydia , zak & serie !

I dont enjoy my life now compare to last time :<

Guess those who saw me that other day , im dressing like a total shitAL .

With "ahlian" slipper . Ewwww . how i wish the slipper snap .

Well well well , me & them are drifting far apart .
esp. hiphop & him .

*sigh*

Yesterday celebrate Warren bdae @ regent .

They're so so so so adorable . But effing noisy -.-

Daphne dad sent me home , reached home around 11 .

Slept around 12 woke up @ 10.30 and fall aslp after few msg with daphne .

So i woke up @ 12 .

I want to go out but not at small shopping malls to slack -.- wasting time .

i want to go town , haji etcetc . i rather nua there .

Ohyeah , i seriously cant stand ahlian .

I curse them like bitch -.-

Anyw , i got a top class attitude problem .

Im having a self-love problem too :<

Labels: i wish i never change .

o13:20

Monday, June 15, 2009

Thats puppy dog face ! name given by my qee gf .

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Hie .. im blogging . SUPER LAZY TO UPLAOD THOSE PICS !
Soooo , wait till im not lazy okay :>
Well , meet up with jackson and oge(?)
Sticks .. headed to yewtee to meet up c-c-lia .
She bombed me . Thank you ah !
Otw , saw 2 ahlians .
Haaa , shouted @ me " wahhhhh zai loh this girl keep diao "
one even say " her blog everytime like to kpkb ppl one "
Woah ............. AHLIAN VIEW MY BLOG !
How i wish i could i can take a pictures of them and post it here , and hope they get to see how ugly they're :>
I just replied them with a sentence " hey , please look @ yourself bitches "
Well , i bet they pussy grow no hairs and whoever fuck them their dick rot .
im not cursing those who fuck her .
Anyw , im kinda emoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo .
Still , i keep myself smiling .
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Thanks for still loving me .
I dissapoint you alot .
I hurt you alot .
Sorry .

o22:00

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Please be more happier than me , so that my saddness wont be wasted .

Im currently @ malaysia .

And im so bored ..... Aunt's watching some scary movie while im listening to emo songz and thinking about the past .

i kept ask myself , why i fall so deep in the end .

The images of our happiness flashing infront me non stop .

wellwellwell , stop emo-ing SUPERVONIEEE !

Thats what d.sam call me -.-

So im super horhorhor .

Had a great dinner .. Went over to uncle's SUPER BIG HOUSE !

he's rich , but his health aint great so whats the point of being rich and having big houses ans cars ?

Money cant buy dance , love , friend , feelings .. i cant deny i cant buy him too .

Im so emotional now .

bye guys bye bye bye /

Vonieee gonna be strong .

But she hates her current life .

She hates being so !#$%#$%

She change ?

Or maybe she's tired ?

i just want a stable feeling .

Whr to get ?

Labels: ilyoaf

o21:55

Saturday, June 13, 2009

No pics . i will soon update pics :> Well , off to city hall and walked to suntec with daphne today ..
Got my new lappy :> im still charging so currently im using the old one .
Anyw , im like a bitch with nothing now .
Havent been really mixing around with dancemates alrdy .
Havent been dancing hiphop so much now , i do more headshake dance . lol
Not gonna give up in hiphop , voniee will catch up soon :>
He can change my life why cant i change my on life ?
But the ppl im mixing with now aint that great as the previous one .
All diff style , i cant dress the way i want now , if not i will be a clown there .
Anyw , i miss sheesha nw . YES AGAIN . been months i never go to bugis , if im nt wrong .
Rotting at home everyday past 2 weeks . i hope next two weeks i not gonna be rotting at home .
But i gonna tell ppl that night is young everyday :>
So i gonna charge batt till 101% full then i can go out play till batt turns -0.01%
Wahahha . lame sia , k i nothing to type alrdy .
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Fine , i not gonna bullshit here .
I will bullshit im my private journal , so you wont able to see my bullshit .
My wrong . Forever gone ?
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o21:10

Friday, June 12, 2009

High High Teng .
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Im back yesterday night :>
Grrrrrrrrrrs , i now very seh / highhigh teng .
I want go 16thjune club event :<
Meet jojo just now ate Mos and cookiezzzzzzzzzzzzzzz :>
Super no mood before that but aft that okok liaos laclac ah .
Hais , i no mood now agn .
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Love is a crystal ball .
Once it drop , it shatter into pieces .
But you try to pick up some pieces you will still get some love .
And slowly pick up you will get a full piece of crystal ball agn .
It takes time ..
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-Darling , 快点say you love me now .
;我要hang点话liao
-ok给我一个muack很长的.
;不要啦，很多人
-好啦好啦
;ok啦 muackzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .
-hehehe byebye
;heheheh byebye .
Re-member ?
Hais .
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o20:04

Sunday, June 7, 2009

S.Sorry .

You will never understand , coz i will never let you understand .

Its hurting , but i will cover up everything myself becoz its my fault now .

And i dont know how to let you understand , and i dont dare to let you understand .

I dont know how to face you .

I want you , but im tired .

Im tired of your the life you you have been living .

Why cant you have lesser fun but to make me happy , thats the only thing to hold me back from you .

i think alot , i think he's still the best for me .

and i did confess aft alot of thinking .

i hope i didnt make a wrong choice

Lastly , S.sorry ./

o13:17

Saturday, June 6, 2009

And that's why I plan to do the same thing for you

Well, My chalet plan dint go the plans i wanted . Food f.wasted , cos i got lousy skills in bbq-ing .Lack of fire starter too . Well , before anything happen , i know it gonna to happen . Sooner or later .Dont want to say so much about what unpleasent stuff that happen .Not only one thing but quite alot . But still i get to pull myself up and smile . *wink*But still not very happy . K didnt attand it : Esp, S <3although>pictures below .

I didnt know i will get so heart wrench when i see you get bashed up . I cant stop , i cant doing anything But i grip hold to the person right beside me and told him to stop you guys . but he did nothing to stop . i break down , seriously break down . im not scared or what , but i feel freaking bad for you . When talking to you , i hold my tears and listen .You told me you're fine , but i freaking not think so . I angry @ you at that point of time , but aft that i think i still care .But im still angry , yet i dont know how to stop myself from falling into you anymore

I dont know why . i think i also fall for you :

Alot more pics , but im lazy

o18:21

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Hi im their babieeeeeeeeeeee*quoted from the Tiko bear above:>*

FINALLY ! i got a name for carebear *winkwinkwink till cramp*

And the name is TIKO BEAR !

nice right ?! not nice also must say nice hor . give face muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .

Well , i seriouly dont know what to type now .

have been nua-ing @ home . BECOZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ nobody wants to follow me out !

EVEN 15yrs sister also the same :<

Nehmind lorhzxzxzx , ohyeah i brought a braclet that got my name on it . but i havent yet collect it , can only collect it on friday 5pm :<

But mom paid for meeeeee ;>

not very expensive coz i like the pattern and its freaking cool one diff from other ppl braclet .

Should i get a leopard or meow nails tmr ????

Errrrr , okay bye .

S, siollllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllzxzxzx.

tiredtiredtiredtired !

o20:52

Monday, June 1, 2009

Emo

When for the house games trails today . Seriously i have skipped p.e lesson for 6months

And my stamina is -0.01% or below .

But nevermind , aft june holidays im joining back p.e and e.t lesson .

I nua-ed at home quite many days alrdy . except for some short activities outside .

i'm super tired and restless , partly the weather sucks nowhere so i choose to stay at home .

And becoz of staying at home ... i emo sometimes :<

Sigh ..

Im still stuck , i stuck with nothing but you .

That "Vonieee" in your blog seriously not me . So jyeah ..

Sometimes , im dreaming that im with you .

But the fact that im no more with you .

My mom kept asking , why didnt i go out with you anymore .

I didnt want to ans , but i have to .

Each time i reply ,my heart wrench .

I want this our previous moment to happen agn , not those sad/stress/irritating times ,

but those happy times . Coz even when i reflect it , im happy .

But reflection is not enough , i want reality .

As for S , you went M.i.a .

Like that , how're you gng to go thru everything with me . ?

Thats so impossible.:<

Labels: if theres a second time tonight

o20:03

Sunday, May 31, 2009

LIFE IS IMPERFECT WITHOUT SEEING YOUI CANNOT HAVE ANYONE YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU BABY,AND IT WILL NEVER CHANGEI WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOUCAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODYWHY ARE YOU TRYING TO PUSH ME AWAY?YOU KNOW THAT I HATE IT, YOU IGNORE WHAT IM SAYINGWHY ARE YOU TRYING TO SEND ME TO OTHER?YOU PUSH ME AWAY LIKE A LITTLE EACH DAY WHY?SAYING THAT THIS IS FOR MY OWN GOODSAYING THAT YOU ARE JUST NOT WORTH ITPLEASE, STOP IT RIGHT NOW COZ' YOU KNOW ME ENOUGH THAT I WILL COME BACK TO YOU NO MATTER WHAT!I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOUCAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODYI WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOUCAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODYALL THE PUSHING WON'T CHANGE MY FEELINGSI AM HAPPY TO HAVE YOU,MORE THAN WILLING TO PLEASE YOUI'M BEGGING YOU PLEASEDON'T WALK AWAY FROM MECOZ' I CAN'T BE HAPPY AWAY FROM YOUR SIDESAYING THAT THIS IS FOR MY OWN GOODSAYING THAT YOU ARE JUST NOT WORTH ITPLEASE, STOP IT RIGHT NOW COZ' YOU KNOW ME ENOUGH THAT I WILL COME BACK TO YOU NO MATTER WHAT!I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOUCAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODYI WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOUCAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODYI DON'T WANT NOBODY, BODYI DON'T WANT NOBODY, BODYLIFE IS UNPERFECT WITHOUT SEEING YOUI CANNOT HAVE ANYONE BUT YOU... AHHHI WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOUCAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODYI WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUI WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT YOUCAN'T HAVE ANYONE BUT YOUI WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY BACK TO THE DAYS WHEN WE WERE SO YOUNG AND WILD AND FREEEVERYTHING WE HAD BACK THEN WAS LIKE A DREAMIF ONLY I COULD TURN BACK TIMEWHY DO YOU KEEP ON PUSHING ME AWAY?WHY DO YOU PUSH ME AWAY?I DON'T WANT NOBODY, NOBODY,NOBODY. NOBODY BUT YOU

o10:19

Friday, May 29, 2009

I LUV. DAPHNE DAPHNE DAPHNE BABY !
Haha! See! This are Yvonne baby fugly pictures. Yet she could be so proud of it, HAHA! But i still love her. Cutest / Hottest / Sexyest babe! HAHHHA

Daphne ending her post @ stuckonreality.blogspot.com

o19:56

LL face / ungalm sitting position .

Yawwwwwwwwww , i freaking meet with my both dearest girlf ahhhh .

Alaaa so boring @ homeeeeeeeeeeee . Head over to Batok to bank in money .

Daphne called me and chat chat chat , decided to meet her and have lunch @ Lot1

Meet up with Qee too , she passed me my report book .

Then , !@#%#$ there . Daphne snap me and that the picture above .

I super happy today i dont know why .

Hahahhaha . And i almost molest a guy :>

Tiko-vonieee *winkwink*

Went over to batok bank agn ..

Back home aft buy my soymilk tea .

I miss you alot , your crappy jokes .

Hais hais hais , i have to leave you

i got my own KTHXBAI reason .

i sad sometimes ah , but why i sad ?

My own fault what .

I miss you you you you .

my mind is so skdbsng@$%^%$

kdsjnvsikuhgfol@$^snmvldojbsndgtibvkibEFSLGMD,N FVKDBSNG@$%$^%S;FKKSJNFIUBSGFB@BJSBDAKNFDMVPODFGSKGBNWUYFTW fkbanf@%#^%$&^&($^$^%^*^%&#%DFBFRHER#$^TR%HRTI*&*IER!#R now

Labels: So emo stress sad ftw feeling

o17:50

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Vonieee bleuk , she wants to be alone .

Heyheyhey , yawyawyaw .

Im so freaking-so-what lazy bum now . GRRRRzxzxz

i went to cityhall yeaterday , and th rest i cant remember alrdy :<

i only go school for one freaking day this week .

And really dont know what colour to dye :<

Redish brown or med blonde hightlight AGAIN.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .

Anyw , i gonna get a new piercing , not gng to tell you whr only Saikit-Mon knows .

And i seriously gonna take out my smiley liaozxzxzx .

I seriously want to be MY OWN SELF !

Should i get a very OWNSELF tattoo , or just get a air brush will do ?

Anyw , i coloured my nails alrdy .
And im bored of hot pink nail polish alrdy so i get a fresh pink one this time :>

Hehehe , im so bored now . Waiting for some "smart " people to finish tuition .

SIAN FOR LIFE LAAAAAAAAAAAAA .

copycats EWw a big turn off .

Labels: copycats go die for life la

o19:24

Monday, May 25, 2009

You seriously a big turn off .

I skipped school , J.b yeasterday night .

Went back to singapore around 1plus today ,

i seriously hate being copied .

That feeling sucks no where .

They dont have brain to think of their OWN "word-of-use"

I love to be my OWNSELF, i dont like to be the same as the girls out there .

But seriously , i cant do anything to it anymore .

Unless i put copyright beside every word i say or the way i behave . Lol

Anyw , off-ed to ytp and ate the hongkong cafe IM THE MEMBER THERE HOR HOR HORZXZXZX ! MAI PLAYPLAY. lol

Then went to lot1 to get Baobei food :>

She sucha bitch la keep disturb me and want me sayang her .

i quarrel with mom otw to lot1 . kthxbai mood spoilt .

Vonieee got alot of 9ice9ice song but i dont want put at my blog , cfm got ppl kop !
shitf. i havent repair the recorder , i mean i havent bring it to cityhall to repair .

Tsktsktsk , my towel is with SEBASTIAN NG SIHAO !

well , im gng to school tmr ...

Im gonna close my smileyyyyyyyyyyy alrdy lorzx !

Hais , i seriously think that she's a xmm . Grow up la .

nehneh bigger than me alrdy leh LOL .(no link no link)

Finding back-up isit ? Try harder loh , i think you can do it .

but i will never bless you ;>

Wake up la , haiyo .

Neh bigger no use , you still need your mom milk leyzxz HAHAH .

I LOVE S.

I WANT TO BE VONIEEE.C :>

o20:16

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Im sucha loser .

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Im woke up early recently . I get back to school life routine , but holidays are coming -.-
Anyw, im thinking back ...
I still feel that i feel i need k* la :<

He's the one that changed my lifestyle .

I dont want to be a typical ahlian !

I still prefer that previous lifestyle i had in the past few 6 months .
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I cant post what i want to out here anymore unless i changed my url .

Well , i still got my dairy .

o11:03

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Its not good to have too many guys around .

Im tired of lifes having so much unstable relationship .

I just want to have 1 very super stable boyf .

And thats S. :>

Went to town with daphne , Shop around fareast but nothing caught my eye , actually there is !

But im gng to hongkong alrdy what for buy at there right /.

Hmmms , but i need to get a top for my bdae that match with my pants .

Anyw , Ate ljs with daphne , aww diet plan crashed !

But nevermind try agn next time :>

Ohyeah @ fareast this angmoh said "hie*wide smile*" to me !!!!!!!

But daphne met up with some pervertic disgusting ugly faggot

He asked " excuse me , miss can i know you ? *with a disgusting ugly faggot smile*"

Im chatting on phone that time , if not i sure ask him go back know his mom then come talk to her daphnebby la . Im so no confidence today @ town . Becoz im so ugly , im wearing my spects to town . Thats my first time :<

I have no confidence at all .

Went off to lido to have lunch back to fareast agn loh .

And i saw aisyah:>

Then 5plus we went off to gombak

She went to meet wm and i went home with my Oreo crush .

Reacher home around 7 alrdy.

Im tired today , i dont know why .

Tmr im gng out agn ...

Anyw , reader give me some comments , should i put braces ?!

Coz im gng to see the dentist on Monday , so should i get one ??

\m/ , my life filled with laughter and sucker and joker :>

No xialan no guailan but laolan horzxzhorzxzhorzxzx .

o20:47

Friday, May 22, 2009

Oh , i might not be there when you need me

Life so meaningless .

My eyes swollen like some !#$#$%#$^#$ .

How am i gng to face my friends ! Somemore with my spects :<

Ewwwwwww. People pray for me leh , that my eyes faster recover .

If not my life suck like hell niaozxzx lohzxz .

byebyebye , i will post more when i came back from a date with bby daphne :>

IKUM爱它死.HEKUM爱你死
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Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ?

i mia you mia everybody mia mia .

Surprise 9ice9ice
Wait 4 me kayzxzzx

Labels: Vonieee veli tha highzxzx ah

o21:28

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Yeshesh , she suck it all .

Woahwoahwoah , i did so f.badly for maths and chinese this time .

All the subjects just pass only !

But at least pass la , but i want to get at least 60 for my maths

So impossible la , Half or more of the pupil in mny class failed the maths .

So is lucky that i passed .

Well , my chinese always top but this time im too sleepy during exam and i anyhow do then fall aslp . But i managed to pass .

Seriously , i really hate ppl that dont show respect to teacher .

although im one of them , but i dont anyhow2 scold/shout at the teacher .

I wonder they're imature or their parents never teach . No offence .

Anyw , im so happy about something , promise promise horhzxzxzx .

Finally i felt more relieved now . :>

I told you guys vonieee is strong

Alalalala , head over to jojo's place just now .

Hahahaha , she fly siolzxzzx . But poor her , she walk damn funny i cant stop laughing .

Im bad im bad . i give her idea how to dance her 8/2 okay ! :>

Chatted with her , and she needs food . Aww forget to get her some food and make her fatfat .

She's so happy that she lose 500g , jojo also some serious joker okay .

But still hope she recover very soon .

i lazy to type alrdy la im just happy today . City hall tmr anybody ? or maybe sat also can .

Look @ her poor lil hand ><

Haiyer , still very shy . but imy .

Labels: So confused but i want you

o20:36

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

说不痛假装什么伤都没有

Readerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr , youppier :>

Im not gonna mia , im a strong and super duper tough girl right :>

Hit me once ? i gonna tell you , try agin next time , good luck .

Vonieee chiuzxz chiuzxzx chiuzzxxz .

Omg , my dog seriously act like a bitch , im eating unagi kabayaki she jump onto my leg and give me pity kthxbai look .

Bitch right , and treat her dukiedukie as her child !

But she's very cuteeeeeeeeeeee , i slept over at bro room yesterday night .

I lie on my bed from 10.30 - 1am . and i cant freaking fall aslp .

Keep thinking and i cant stop smiling to myself .

Anyw , i went to meet kevin .

Weets , riding time , youppieeee :>

But i spilt rootbeer @ his sits .

He smile at me and say " leave it i will clean ltr "

omg , his mistress leh he never get angry at me .

Went home aft a drink and chit chats .

I didnt went to school on mon and tues .

Actually i wanted to skip today but i want to know my result same goes to tmr .

And friday , school dance club will be starting :>

so i wont be able to skip school for this week alrdy .

Haiyer haiyer haiyer * winkwink*

naes worhzxzxzxzxz.

Have been wearing spect to school from last monday .

my eyes infection is getting worse :<
And yesterday when to bugis with mom , i bought a pants and of coz i wore spects to bugis .

Thats my first time okay ! Ewwwwwwwwwww .

But i look like some good kiddo :>

Im a good kiddo obviously i look like one right Hehehzxzx .

Anyw , im like lily allen songzxxzz .

S0 9ice worhzxzx .

At first when i see you cry

yeah it makes me smile ,

at worst i feel bad for awhile

but then i just smile

i go ahead and smile

I was so lost back

But with a little help from my friends

I found a light in the tunnel at the end

FRIENDzxzx you guys \m/

Never fail to give me a helping hand when i fall .

If not i will never have the courage to stand up to fight back for what i deserve anymore :>

Im a nobody , but you guys made me a somebody now .

And im vonieee chiuzxzx chiuzxzx chiuzxzx

but i dont mind being vonieeeCHAN :> Ehhhh daphne understand :>>>>

Labels: helping hands and i never gonna let them down

o16:01

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

21st3.

Sebastian , yes i might not love you , and i didnt let you feel love .

but you must be clear that i didnt flirt with other guys when im with you .

we broke up there must be a reason other than this .

there's a third party( BabyJM)
i dont know who is that , but if our love is strong and firm whoever it is wont get thru over relationship . You told me to go find a better guy , actually i found one but i have lost him , i found another one , i lose him too . but i guess you have found yours , and im sure thats not me .

For sure i will miss you , and i will upset for a moment but dont worry about me .

anyw , i think you wont put me in your mind anymore .

But to be honest , im very happy to be with you , your great lame jokes really made my day fill with happiness .

And i cant deny that you never care for me or shower me with your loves .

I feel it long ago .

Trust me , i once love you .

Up till now , i still hold feelings for you .

waiting for you reply for 1week seems like years,

even a day seem like it 3month .

Carebear always stay by my side when im using my lappy .

The carebear always remind me of you tiko face .

But anyw , even i gave you one week , your reply will always the same as now i think .

Im so happy each time i call you , you will go " yes my darling/baby ... " and end with a " iloveyou" but from now its gonna be so diff .

But i bet i will get over it very soon :>

I guess i know who is JM.

When you love someone , you must learn to let it go .

This goes to you , but it will never goes to kbby .

Readers i guess i will be MIA .

But must tag me okay :> LUVS

Labels: coz i never ever wanted to let go.

o19:12

Monday, May 18, 2009

We started out there as friend ,

But ended as nobody .

I seriously very moody . I get tired easily .

Im tired of things that revolve around me .

I just dont understand , i will turn to this state im being now .

My problem will never be lesser , it added on more and more and non stop .

I knew that the only to stop it , is to stop myself .

I have no energy to unsolve the problems anymore .

i have no choice but to let it add on .

Met daphne today at gombak . Off to Jurong polyclinic .

My eyes hurts like hell , and the OLD doctor super guailan .

Aft see-ing doctor off to Wm .

Daph go order my bdae Cake hehehe , the cake is cute but hmm is for kiddo ;>

Nvrm la i look like 15 my heart and mind only 5 .

Anyw, is sucha bitch . She treat her toys as her child .
And she love showing me her ljb :/

But she's cute , i cry she will lick my tears away .

She the one who " wipe " off my tears and listen to all my saddness .

S.N.S.H - I really dont wish this to happen . Why ? :<

but still i love K.Y.E.V.O.O.L.N.A.N.E the most :>

Labels: Love me then dont let me go .

o19:20

Sunday, May 17, 2009

In heaven's frown.That's how im feeling now .

my eye got an ulcer ! f.irritating .

what cause that ???? :<

im super emo this few days .

and i dont want to rot at home too . :<<<<

tell a story how, i tell that hands and reach through love.

I came without his crown, falling queen

As tears come down. Secretly words

Shedding his demise.Next to his body,You know what's found.

I believe i can live without.

I know you know

That it's so true,My love's only for me

And you,What can I say?I'm so happy if i have you .

Labels: And your attention is all i require

o21:48

Saturday, May 16, 2009

淚水再多　多不過你給的冷漠

I trying to make myself lose my memory , forget everybody , forget everything happening in the past . Im really dontknow who i have change to .

Who i need now is friends , but none was there for me . They meant to take advantage of you .

They are not true friends , even those who are close to me are also taking advantage of what i have and whatever i do . i seriously hate this feelings , becoz i cant tell anyone about it .

I really really wants to cry out everything , but i cant . And that even sucks coz i cant do what i want . Whenever i see them so happily i cant bear to spoil their mood .

Who can i share my sadness with ?

Nobody , nobody will understand how i feel .

Qee once understand me the most but time change the people around .

Well , i "nua" at home for today . F.things happen and partly i dont have the mood anymore to go out with daphne , i bet she dont want me to follow also then forget it .

I cant stop thinking of having it . Kill me please ! I dont wish to be a addict .

i wanted to tell you everything inside me , but i dont know why i cant do it

i miss you . i cant stop thinking of you even im doing my papers .

why cant we get back how we used to .

my heartaches when i think of this .

i wish to spent my wholelife with you if you dont mind .

Labels: why not time just pause at 31Dec2008

o18:38

Friday, May 15, 2009

Purple souls are highly individual, fastidious, witty and sensitive ones, meaning the person had a strong desire to be unique and different. Temperamental, expansive and artistic, a 'purple soul'ed person may become aloof and sarcastic when misunderstood. If you have a purple, you tend to be unconventional, tolerant and dignified, likely to achieve positions of authority. You stand out from the crowd, but in more of a 'listen to me, im funny, talented and sure of myself' way.
Your eyes are always far away , you believe anything can happen if you believe.
you tend to go with the flow and alot of ppl admire about that, u easily make friends and can keep them without discomfort. your very loyal and honest and if something doesnt suit you, you get over it easily. Laid back is the way you like to live!
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F.true manzxzxz

o22:14

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

One in a million

Hieeeeeee , im busying studying this few days .

Off to me Daphne and co that day to jurong library to study .

Aft that headed off to J.B overnight at aunt place .

Then yesterday evening when over to meet Ongweijie @ Imm coz he dosent want to go over to wm :<>>>>>

Im reading whenever im free and now im at chapter3 :>
Anyway , its alrdy cfm that i opening chalet on 5thJune .

Downtown chalet was taken on that day :<>

So do come alrights , with present in your hand *winkwink*

Come aft 3P.m alrights :>

Science paper for today is alrights im able to pass but not with flying colours i think .

Maths too .

during maths paper i suddenly i cant control my emotional feelings .

So i started to think alot and almost tears .

Im waiting yknow.

i cant stop thinking the happy times we were tgt :<

i seriously want you back alot .

I always fail to have whoever i want :<

why ?

kbby.

Labels: kbby

o20:02

Friday, May 8, 2009

Im trying to pose X.ahlian fav pose:>

Meet up with Daphne this aftnoon to study .

But end up cam-slutting . Geee but i did do some revision for science !

We met up at Yewtee train station off to yewtee point - ljs for lunch - daphne house .

i cut short everything . As i have lots of things to do .
Well , i wont let you dream come true .
Your words motivated me to strive hard and get a better future .

If you didnt say such things i wont think so deepfully,and i wont end up striving hard .

I shouldnt hate you i will thanks you . Seriously this come from the bottom of my heart:>

Well , as me and daphne cam-slut . We look ugly with our birdy face but dont blame & we seriously had fun .
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I have got lots things left undone ,

but i dont know which one should i settle it first .

And i always goes " i-dont-know" to myself :<

o20:32